Monday, January 5, 2009

Topic Of The Day ... a letter to my father

Thank You, Daddy
Thank you for abandoning my older sister
Thank you for abusing my mother
Thank you for not being there
Thank you for all the birthdays you forgot
Thank you for calling me names
Thank you for being an alcoholic
Thank you for hitting me
Thank you for not being positively involved with me
Thank you for always cussing at my brother
Thank you for being racist
Thank you for ruining my life since I was about 5
Thank you for letting me down
Thank you for making me feel guilty
Thank you for denying all you've done
Thank you for making me depressed
Thank you for making me insecure
Thank you for being the reason I don't trust older men
Thank you for cheating on my mom
Thank you for making me & Adan feel like slaves
Thank you for being selfish
Thank you for believing I've forgotten everything
Thank you for ignoring all the good I've done
Thank you for making me cry
Thank you for also making me cry every Father's Day; since everyone else has a normal dad
Thank you for thinking everything's okay; it's not
Thank you for being the worst father you can be
Thank you for making my life a living hell
Thank you for everything you haven't done.
I just wanna say, Daddy, you aren't any father of mine. You're the only man who's broken my heart in my whole life. That said, thank you for that too.
Thank you.
WithOUT love,
Eva.

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